Pencil Drawing

Before , i heard that drawing hand is the most difficult part of the  body. I agree that so far. But this time I spent more time on the hat. Then the paper destroyed and I gave up. I think I need some tutorials to learn some drawing techniques and lighting. While googling, I realized that Coursera have a bunch of every topic other than drawing. There is one beginners course in Udemy around 12 euros. Firstly I will go for Giovanni Civardi's books. If it does not work, some professional support is worth to take to construct strong basic, either online or offline course. After knowing basics, I believe personal inspiration and practise would be the key asset to go on. Here , there is one of the book about portraits. He has a bunch of book where he talks about shading, hand drawing, portraits and figures. Portrait-Giovanni / Udemy / A Youtube Channel